well, first weekand didn't make it.

Got an encouraging email from NaBloPoMo admin today, telling me that we mad eit through the week. Yes, I made it through, but it had nothing to do with posting on my blog. Did not do that, instead, just made it through a tearful, confusing, emotional week. and I seem to be better comign out the other side, mostly just for hte talking it out. with the people involved. For me that is a big step. Talking about my emotions before they are all figures/analyzed/sorted... It's been a big realization that one can share confused feelings and talk them through, simply by saying "I'm confused but this is how I'm feeling." That contradictory feelings does not make one a hipocryte. (just maybe a bad speller??)
So I didn't post everyday, but I'm still feeling good. and I'm not going to remove myself from NaBloPoMo. I jsut won't get any of their prizes... just my own.